9 of nov

i am really feeling the pain ...

looking thru all the sms u send since 21 of aug till today the first sms and also the only u reply back .. i am happy to see changes in you but i am still feeling very pain .. i really dunno how much time will i take to bring myself to forward....

i am really feeling sad for not telling you how i feel abt u , not putting in as much as i could for u and not being able to bring u more thing ... "i hate myself for not lvin u enough" .... hate myself for not overcoming the fear to tell u i wan u to b might and i wan to be with u when u are happy, sad or anything ..

now all i can do is too view ur back view and see u lovin another person ...

view the pic i place at my wallet, those sms u send, thinking for the time i am looking forward to see u, thinking of the days that i can attend camp and see u ... i dunno y but i am missing u more when i know u are walking away from me toward another him ...

i really hope u will be happy ..