26 of August 2008

Hi all, sorry for the lack of updates !! haha erm this week i can say that i am freee from work as there is some problem with the sales and so i have no chioce but got cut by my BOSS !!!! haiz .. really hate it man ! and the fact is the cause of all this is bcos of all the morning crew !! always over loaded with crew and they are all high paid labour !! but what can i do ?? i can only tel my boss the reason and if she accept she should do something to it .. maybe i will take this whole week to really relax myself but if i dun work then where will my income come from ? haiz .. really headach man !!!!!!!

i am really happy that SandS rover is coming to a new and fresh year as most of us found a reason to stay in SandS now and not like last time when we join bcos we had no choice !! people ask me this before "how far you think sands rover can go with the amount of people ?" seriously i am quite piss with the way they ask me but i told them this "very far and i believe sands rover will be a unit that will soar up high as years goes and even with me alone in the unit i will not let the unit die off !!!" seriously i think that even with the manpower we have now which is 4, we are still able to work well and even do thing better than a unit with 20 people !! reason ?? ALL THE ROVER IN SANDS FOUND A REASON TO KEEP THE UNIT TOGETHER AND WORK WELL !! am i rite to say tat ?? i tink i am !!! so for people who did not see sands far, wat i can say is watch and see us FLY UP HIGH !!!

there is something i learn in class last week !! what is our need and what is our want in life ?? this question had really made me think abt lots of thing .. is wat we are having now a need ?? think again !! handphone ?? i am sure most people will say it is a need but it is actually a want, i am sure without a handphone there is still payphone rite ?? haha so is girl friend a need or a want ?? to me is neither nor !! reason ?? girlfriend is a partner in your life that will change you la !! haha so so so .. i really need a girlfriend badly man !! haha

17 aug 2008

firstly i will like to wish WAIMAN happy birthday !!! so here is a song for u !!
happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday to waiman,happy birthday to you !!! mauckxx mauckxx .. haha

same thing happen for the week again !! i am still busy working thru the week and the onli differences is i went for a campfire yest !!! haha erm it was really quite a dissappointed campfire by cat high !!! hhaa erm i tink the main reason is the campfire is way too big le .. 33unit la !! but after all they had put in alot to make the campfire happen so still , good job cat high !!

erm jus now i was talking to waiman abt old at age young at heart is more important !! u agree ?? ahah i AGREE .. haha so wat if i am 20 this year ?? most important is i am young at heart !! haha ... don't u think so ??haha

erm i was at my grandpa house today to pray and it has really been a long time since i see my relative la .. haha and good to know that they are all good and my cousin is also at a better state now !! even thought she did not come today but at least i am imform ... hope to see her get back real soon and move on !!! erm i tink i should end here le .. haha

12 august 2008

Am i Really wasting time ?? things has been on for like a year but izzit really true that there is no progress ?? maybe there isn't to you but to me there is really a progress ... from the start i know that i will not be your BoyFriend till now i still have the same thoughts but why i really wan to carry on is bcos i am really deep in le !! even if u are not my girl i am still trying my very best to stay positive bcos i like the way we are now !! going out when we are free, smsing each other and showing concern to each other .... little little things u do like asking my to rest more, take care of myself has a big impact to me and that is what made me carrying on and make my not really mind if we are together !!! i might be silly but all i am doing is to love the person i truely love !!! i really dun mind you not replying my sms cos i know u are busy with studys and also with your cheers !! if i really mind do u think i will still be carrying on ???

things might not be going the way i want it to go but all i wsh for is to make sure u are happy when u are out with me and to make sure i can unload your stress when u are feeling down !! i really dunno what i am doing now really help u in unloading your stress but at least i know i am doing something for you !! u said i will be a good boyfriend to my girlfriend but do u think i will be happy when that girl is not u at this moment ?? is hard for me to put down as it has been like almost a year plus that we had been caring and concerning each other and y i had nv ask u to be my gal ??? is bcos i know the answer !!!!

i really dunno what to do now !!! and i really dunno ...... maybe all i need is time to readjust myself ..... haiz ..... is hard to love !! i really hope that i can be LOVED !!!!

11 of august 2008

I am really busy for the past few weeks man . haha erm this national day i spend the whole day working from 9am till 2 am .. haha erm i think i am really crazy man but i can only say i'm lovin it !!! haha

today i was smsing yiting and i feel really bad for onli meeting her like once per mth onli lorx .. erm had told myself just now to find more time to be spend for her so i must do it !!! YiTing i will de ... hehe .. erm yiting must get enough rest and study hard for your exam !!! all the best dear !! haha

i am sure everyone like to be love then to love other people and i can only say if u dun start to love the other how are u going to be loved !! haha but of cos if u put in lots and lots but still dun not get the love from the other side then something must have gone wrong ... and u should find out the reason !! anyway i had to agree to this " if two is in love with each other it do not really matter if two is in a relationship".

anyway i have found the person i truly love le but both of us is not in a relationship and i dun really think is important cos i really like the way both of us is now !! haha YiTing !! u are loved by me !! haha erm both of us will be going to the flyer soon !! haha ... i am really looking for it and i hope that she will like it !!! hehe

6th of August 2008

Hi all !!! erm sorry for the late post !! erm recently i was really busy with family stuff and also work !! but i am still doing well ....

Has been busy working for the pass few week and really i really think that i suit the job i am in now !!! haha erm maybe it will be my long term job after NS !! erm most people think that working is just for money so jus do what you are suppose and f.. care the rest but to me i really think that is WRONG !!! erm working in mac not only help me in earning money but it had also made me learn how to communicate with people whom i don't know and also teaches me how to be more responsible in every aspect of life !!! seriously i had learnn lots of things while working and also made lots of good friend along the way !! i am really LOVIN IT !!1 haha

i am really happy that my boss had given me an excellent rating for my annual work rating !! THX BOSS !!! haha erm althought to me i won't give myself a excellent but jus slighty above good as i think there is still lots of thing i have to learn and do before i can really give myself an Excellent !!! so i will be working even harder to fulfill my target after NS in MAC !!!

erm i will also like to give Miss Yiting an Excellent rating !!! haha erm i really think that without her i might die la !!1 haha erm reason for the excellent ... firstly, she is a super strong girl !! erm she is always loaded with lots of stuff in sch and her cheers but she still nv give up !! good job girl !! secondly, erm i dunno lehx .. jus think that she should be rate excellent from jan to aug !! haha ...

erm a closer bond is build between the both of us and i really like the way we are now !!! but i am really looking forward to have a closer bond between the both of us and hopefully things will go well la !!! but no matter what will happen in the future i will still have her as a part of my LIFE !!!

1st Aug 08

3oth of aug 3.47am my baby nephew had pass away and left to the other world ... i am really controling myself not to cry at the hospital and yest at mandai but i still could not control but drop tears on both days !!! my cousin had really break down and i really hope tat she will be able to let go and live on !! i believe my whole family will be there for her !!

to my baby nephew lucas !! make sure u look after your mum for the other world and the rest of your family member !! and u are bless by all of us and all the god above us !!! u depature had been a impact on us but i am sure all of us will be able to get thru it with all the blessing from god and you from the other world !!!

i will also like to thx all my friend who had morally supported me !! thx alot !! Really wan to thx Yi ting and cottentaill for all the moral support given !! thx !!