Thursday, October 23, 2008

23 of oct 2008

went for leaders council today and i am kind of suprise that the meeting end early !! haha i think is the first time we end our meeting so early ba !! haha

erm have a few disscusion and i tink this meeting when quite well after all !! haha erm and tmr there will be another meeting for me !! PLTC !! why must meeting all be at the same week man !! haha but i tink i will be more than happy to attend the meeting tmr !! haha

actual wat suprise me the most today is that 2 of my leaders actually came !! anyway thx brandon and xing yao for coming !! haha really being a long time since i see them !! haha

suddenly feeling so emo !! haa maybe i miss her too much le .. haha erm ok la .. will end here le .. haha

Saturday, October 18, 2008

18 oct 2008

it is really a tiring day !!! first i got a the news that my store is on fire early in the morning and i am kind of shock and dun really believe as i was onli half awake but it happen to be true when my boss sms me around 11am !!! so i went to bath and head down to store to see what has happen !! guess wat !! the shop beside us caught fire and so suai our store also kana !! and the fire is really big as when i reach there the shop that caught fire only left burned metal piceces .... anyway i can see that my boss is realy worried but really no choice man !! so later on my big boss came down also !!

it is really lucky that no one got burn or hurt and we will get a new store also !! haha anyway went there and then helped out at small mac til around 3pm then head off to meet R.bat for bowling !! then i got a call from my boss at around 530pm and then i head off back to store to clear some stuff !!!

i manager to get justin and dhaval to come down and help also and then anna also came down and also WAIMAN !!! so i am like so happy when i see her lorx !! erm started clearing then really smelly and tiring man !! and we ended 1/4 of the clearing onli and is already 9pm le !!! so we head off for dinner !! thanks you cheryl for the treat !! hehe then all of us when back around 10pm and i walked WAIMAN home !! hehe erm really happy that i get to see her today !! super duper miss her lorx ... haha

tmr will be another long day for me and justin le !! we wil be meeting at 10am and we will be tgt til 4am !! haha so if are finding either of us jus call either one will do !! haha and of cos i will be seeing WAIMAN tmr again !! happy happy happy !!!

Monday, October 13, 2008

13 oct 2008

我为什么还爱你?? 因为我不想放弃 !!!!

erm i really dun wish to give up !! erm everytime i decide to give up i always regreted !! maybe this time even if she do not respond or even care abt me i will still go on to try my best to change her attitude better to make sure she will be a better person in the future !! i really dun mind you not replying my sms de .... maybe all it will led to is me thinking of you even more as days goes on !! erm if i am not wrong .. the last sms u replied to me is on the 23 of sept !! is half a mth already ?? haha i also dun mind !! but pls dun not avoid me !! we still have many many event that we might meet each other de !!

erm 2 days ago i saw her at 201 !! erm i was with ken paul and faridah .. and the first moment i saw her i was super happy and i just have the urge to hug her la !! but of cos i cant !! and we did not even have chance to talk much !! even thou is jus a less than 3 min conversation and seeing her i really feel very happy !! dunno y la but maybe is jus bcos she is in me ?? haha ... after she left i was like keep looking back to see where she is and is she still there ?? do i need to send her to her fren house ?? and all la !! but a sms send and was not reply !! haha

seriously all i can say is I AM MISSING HER LOTS LOTS !!!!!


back to wat i am doing recently .... erm i am really feeling lousy as days goes by after she stop smsing me !! all i could do is to make myself tired by keep playing basketball and sport and also keep making myself watch drama till late night till i feel tired and so i can dun think of her so much !! haha erm maybe my life is jus simply 2 words !! fuk up !! but so be it man !! i really dun care !! all i can do is to try to bring more stuff to my life !! and i am really happy tat sch started and then i can go to sch and make sure i dun tink of too many thing !!!

i am always thinking if i should let her know wat am i really feeling not !! but somehow i am really afraid to let her know la.. or maybe not let her know but afraid to tell her "can u be my gf" erm so maybe one day when i feel tat she is ready i will ask her la !! but for time being i onli wish to change her attitude and hope that she can change her way of talking and all !!! if i can manage to change her it will be even better than being with her !!!!

I AM FEELING NEGGELTED AND I REALLY MISS YOU !!!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

7th of Oct 2008

a long day of indoor and outdoor games !! haha it started off with badminton from 9am till 11am and then head off to azri's house to wake him up for lunch !!! haha like a king lidat rite !! haha after that head for lunch then my house and took a rest and after that me and bat when to watch "big stan" !! haha is really a good show and i think all of u should go and watch !! haha and around 6pm i went to play basketball with a few of my frens till 9plus ba !! erm althought i am still coughing but i still manager to play and survive !! haha really hate having cough !! haiz

it is the last week of holi le !! and think back i tink i have onli work and scout and go out with frens !! but most of the time working la !! haha so really kind of tired le !! and i am lack of motivation from W______ /.... it has been a very long time since she last sms me le !! and what she say is "i lazy la" haiz ... i really dunno what should i do man !! izzit bcos of the exam ?? erm is ending soon le and i hope we can get back to the sms each other le !! haha erm i tink i am really missing her !! haha when can i see her ??

erm i really hope that u will see this !!

ERm if u are doing this just to make me give up then all i can say is ... i wun de !! no matter what will happen i will still take care of you no matter u are my girlfriend or a sister scout of mine !! so dun worry la i will be here to take care of u de !! haha no worries man !! haah....


i am still feeling so sick man !! erm our miss joanne say i am having love sick !! haha i tink maybe la !! thats y i still have recover !! haha