6th of nov

Am i Ready to help other people ??
Fellowship to the open air and service !!!

is all my rover crew ready for it ??

personally i tink i am really not ready !! but i will overcome the fear i have in my own mindset ... i am more than willing to help but everything when i think of what is going to happen after that i have fear coming in to me ... i believe if i really put in my heart to overcome it i will !!!

really have a nice chat with justin while waiting for wolf and it really hit me lot with my thinking !!

Am i ready ?? i really hope i am !!

i really fear a lot on relationship and also facing one of my fellow rover but i believe i will face it soon !!!

is changing her what i really wan only ?? i tink is part of wat i wan and will i take her as a replacement ?? i will touch my heart and say !!"NO" if i can put in my heart to help her y cant i do the same to my fellow rover ?? i really asked myself ....

if i were to approach any of our rover please dun let the others know ok ??? haha i will soon ask you out for a talk !!! haha wait for me !! and also towards my relationship i think is time i should at least know what she is thinking le !!

no doubt u might not be ready for a realtionship but after all i believe both of us will wan to know if is one-sided or is both way !! but dun worry .. ur answer wun make me lost u as a fren !! after all we can still be how we are now if is one-sided !!! i believe is only whether u wan it or u dun !! true ??

i have found my problem in my mindset and i am going to find a solution to solve it !!

to all my frens out there !! there will not be a problem without a solution !! believe me .. is whether u are willing to put in ur heart to find the solution !!!