Tuesday, September 30, 2008

30th of sept 2008

OMG !!! is already the 6th day that u have not reply my sms le lorx !! if u are trying to make me miss u , i can only say u have did it !! i am missing u like mad lorx .. like i have mad cow,mad dog,mad wombat illness lidat le !! haha

erm seriously la !! reply la !! haha

erm all the best in your N level ok ?? erm pls check your paper and dun slp in the exam hall !!

erm love u !!! and i am really missing u !! haha

Saturday, September 27, 2008

27 sept 2008

Ah dear !! erm it seem like this few weeks u are facing lots of thing that made u unhappy abt, no matter in ur family or freindship there is always a way to make thing happier !! i always believe that live is short and god made put us in the real world to make sure we live happier everyday and that is how i got this happy go lucky kind of attitude in live !!

controling your mood and choosing the right thing to think abt is also a very importnat thing to make sure u live happier as days goes by so instead of thinking of all the thing that will make u sad think of a way to make thing unhappy thingy into happeiness that u can bring to others and also yourself !!!

is also not wrong to think of unhappy issue but wat is the thing u can do to make sure all this unhappy issue will not come back to your life again ?? think abt it !! and when u find yourself think of solution that will make things goes well, i am sure u will end up having a smile on your face !! so smile more ok ??

i really hate seeing u being moody over so much things !! erm maybe u can pass some to me ?? i am sure my shoulder and stomach is big enough to handle all your unhappy issue !! but most importantly u mus be more than willing to share with me ....

your exam is drawing near le !! choose the right thing to forcus now !! i know u have been trying your best to study and i am sure when ur reslut is out u will be happy to tell yourself "i have put in all i can " !!! so feel free to find me if u need any help or a listening ear !!!

to sister tail !!

dear sis, being in sands i have take everyone of u like my family member so i will not jus leave u alone when u aer feeling down de !! erm from ur recent blog post i can see that u are feeling much better le but i am sure the pain is still there !! it will really take time get all this pain of someone u loved ahd left ... i had experenice that b4 when my grandma passed away and till i still feel the pain when i think of her but all i can do is to think of those happy moment i had with her to make sure i will be smiling when i am thinking of her as i believe she is still somewhere looking after me and my family member and i am sure she will wan to see us smiling instead of crying !! so what ever u face in life , face it with a smile first and remember no matter wat happen u can always find anyone of us !! i am sure all of us is more than willing to listen to you !!! so all the best in your attachment and when u are free find us out for a dinner !!! haha till now take care of yourself ok ?

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

24 sept 2008

i really dunno what is causing me to think so much over relationship now !!! izzit because i do not have enough slp ?? i really dun wish to be a toy again but it jus made me have this feeling when ever things is not rite ....

caring and concerning her is like a daily thing to do now for me but whether izzit accepted by her i really dunno and i really hope that i can get a reply for her but it seems like either she is unwilliing to say or she really dunno wat to say ....

Am i once again going to be a failure in relation again ?? i can only take good care of her with all i can and whether she will accept or not i really dun wish to tink much ....

my life now is currently working and scouting and nth else ?? haha but i am kind of enjoying my work life but my health seems to be affected by the irrugalur timming that i slp !! haha but i will sure try not to fall sick but if i do i will also make sure i take good care of myself .. haha

ok now some personal msg...

Waiman : Jiayou fir ur N lvl ok >?? erm and take good care of yourself drink more water also ar... and dun let anything spoilt your mood !! stay happy always dar !! miss ya

Marlin : hey bro !! erm spend more time with your gf /... haha and also i am looking forward to your SL post next yr !! haha take care took

Cottontail : Sister !! pls take good care of yourself and believe this !! without failure there will never be sucess. and do take care of yourself pls !! anything jus give me a call !

Sunday, September 21, 2008

21 sep 2008

Very sorry for not updating my blog for the pass 2 wk !! haha
have been really busy working as is holiday now !! 1 and a half mth of working and meeting up frens !! haha but there is someone who i really wan to meet u with but she got Exam coming soon so i can onli wait till she finish her N lvl le !! haha

this 2 wks has been a quite relaxing and fun wks la , erm but justin left for china for 2 wks and i believe he is going to miss us !! haha but i tink i will start to miss kenedict once he leave china next wk !! he will be going for 4 mth plus lorx .. is like so so long !! anyway all the best in china brother !!!

i am like having a serious sore throat now !! i need a bottle of Colling tea lorx !! anyone wan to buy?? can help me buy also wow!! haha and i really painful when i am swallowing food... super sian de lorx !! cant really eat much thing except porridge which can be eaten easily !! haha

ok i am super super jealous when i saw the blog entries at ****** blog !! haha erm dunno why like tat but jus feel tat way lorx and i tink i am in love now !! haha

erm may the force be with me !!! haha

Sunday, September 7, 2008

8 of sep 2008

Hi all , i am back to blog again and i am at 201 mac again !!! erm kind of moody jus now but i am feeling better le !!

erm tell u guys a story la !! is abt my past relationship !!

it all started at june of 2007 i was back to smsing one of my fren which was quite a good fren la and after a while i have ask myself this "is she the right one ??" i told myself she is and i had told her how i feel and thing started ... since june 07 we had been smsing each other caring and concerning each other and we even go out at times and we had been in a very good relation since then and only until this year april i had give myself a chance to tell her how i feel and her reply was " i am still not ready" of cos when i heard tat i am really down but i still want to go on but till aug 08 i had ths feeling that i am like a toy !! when needed i will be ask for and when i am not i will not be ask !! the felling reallt suck but i really dunno if she is really treating me this way but i decided to put it down and end it and become friend instead of making myself always feeling that i am toy !! i did ask myself why i feel tat way ?!?! is bcos i am too good to her ?? or i am just a replacement ?? it really bother me alot even till now !!!

spending a year plus and i wun say i did not get anything !! cos i get to know her even better and have another good fren in my list !! hehe

thru out the year plus i have learn how to control my emotion and also learn to know girls better in different way !! so for now i tink i will carry on finding the right one !! or maybe i have already ?? haha dun worry i will let u guys know if i really do find one !!
7 sep 2008

Hi all !!! erm i am now at mac studying for my upcoming paper on 9 sep !!! haha erm is abit last min but i believe that i can do it de !! hehe

erm i will be really back to working on 9sep night and if u find me pls inform me earlier to let my plan my time !! hehe anyway i am now filled up with lots of thing !! PLTC and lot of scout stuff ... hehe so i tink i will be really busy for the mth and i will of cos have time for someone !! hehe dun ask who ar !1 erm if we can get tgt i will let u guys know de !!

my fren once told me this !! everyone have hidden talent !! do u believe it ?? and have u found your hidden talent in you ? i am sure the talnet tat is hidden mus be something tat will benefit u the most in ur life and once u found it i am sure u will use it well !! hehe as for me i dun tink i have found it but i am sure i will soon find it ba !! hehe

to all my malay fren !! happy fasting mth !! erm u guys can always find me out for supper de !! hehe and happy advances hari raya !!! hehe