Wednesday, July 30, 2008

29th of july

this few week has been a very stressful week for my cousin and my relative and i realy hope tat i can do my best to help everyone of them !!

putting blame on yourself when things happen is not the right way of doing !!! i always believe that there is always reason for something to happen in life and is not right to just put all the blame on yourself !! if it is his fate to live in the world for a short period only we also cannot blame ourself it is his fate and is god's will !!!

i am really feeling sad this few days but i really like to thanks Ting for all your SMSs .. everything u sms me i really feel much better !! i dunno y la but maybe is because of the power of Love !!>??!!

i think i will end here le ..

take care all my frens

with love
wombat

Saturday, July 26, 2008

26th of july

I AM SO FREAKING ANGRY WITH FATE !!!! my baby cousin is less then a wk old but he might be leaving the world soon ..... is really freaking sad when i saw him today at the hospital lying on the baby bed and not moving at all !! i have been looking at him for like 30min and he did not even move at all !! tears almost drop out from me but i had no choice but to control it as i should not be breaking down even before the baby mum did !!! i really hate this feeling now and my whole family is so freaking stress and upsad !!!!! AGRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

this incident had really hit me and all i will like to say now is i might be alittle emo this few days but i wil try my very best not to show it to anyone of you ... but if i did pls bear with it !!

this should be all le ..

MSG ---->

Cousin : jie !! i will be here to support u in anyway !! your baby will recover de !!! PLS TAKE CARE !!!

YiTing : Ting ... remember tat i will always be with you to handle all your stress and everything de !!! I LOVE YOU !!!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

24th july

in aug ken will be leaving for china for 6mth le !!! OMG la .. i am sure i am going to miss him la ... haha and yi ting will also be going for CIP trip for 3wks lorx .. OMG double attack !!! haha guess what !! i will be making something for ken !! i will make sure he cry before he leave lorx ...
really dun like the feeling for sending people off in the airport lorx ... althought they are leaving for few wks or few mth but i am sure it will be like few year in our heart lorx .. "i will miss ken de"...

time really fly very fast !! thinking back is like is jus jan the last mth lorx .. but the fact is 4 more mth it will be 2009 !!! wolf once ask this in a game "have u even think of stopping time ??" i tink i really hope i can stop time and reverse it and do all the things i nv do well la .. but whats the point !!! i think is better that i learn my lesson from there and the next time i face the same thing i will do even better !! rite ?? haha so you people put there reading !! do the best of the best in everything thing but if u did not there is always a chance to learn your mistake and do it better the next time !!!

that should be all le !! erm take care everyone !!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

22nd of july

i really dunno why am i feeling so moody today !! but i will like to thanks wisdom keeper for his care and concern !! thx bro !!

life is short , i always believe this and we will not know what will happen is the next 10 years of even tomorrow so live up to the fullest !!! i have always had a thinking that i will not be able to live up to 40 but i am not really sad about it cos i know from now till the day i die i have lot of brothers and sister with me in my life to go through the high and low stages in my life !! thanks !!

i am kind of sad when i heard from my parents that my cousin baby might not be able to live on ... my cousin baby had jus t got into the world this morning but now the baby is in NUH because he had no reaction when he was born and it seems like there is a problem in his brain .. even thou i have not seen the baby b4 but i really hope he can live on in this world !! but even if he do not , at least he has came to this world to see his parents.but what i worried most is my cousin, i am afraid that she might not be able to hold the stress and sadness if the baby is not going to live on .... i really hope things will go well ....

MSG to my friends/Family

Jamie : really find time and think about what i have said to you !! i want u to live on to your fullest and be a better person !!

Cottontail : sister !! if u need someone to talk too,you can always find me !! always remember this .. you will still have all your brother and sister in your life !1 and i am sure you will be able to find someone better and really suit you !! there will only be 1 Mr Right !!!!

Marlin : bro !! i have trust in you !! i believe u can handle the post well de !! always set our mind set to "i'm preparing myself" ... this way no matter wat u want to do u will be prepared !!!

Monday, July 21, 2008

20th of july

i am now 20years old le !!! haha OMG i have hit the 2 le haha and i am looking forward to hit the 3 !! haha

19 of july 2008 we had a celebration in raging bat house for all the july babies and the party is fun and i have really enjoy it !! erm i will like to thanks some people here
  1. yi ting
  2. norman
  3. azri
  4. justin
  5. faridah
  6. kenedict
  7. paul
  8. joanne
  9. yang chen
  10. yang chin
  11. waiman
  12. szeli
  13. dennis
  14. wuye
  15. ailing
  16. stanely
  17. shawn
  18. my family
  19. shalene
  20. syiqin
  21. yan ting

erm if i miss out your name sorry !!!

thanks all of you for the wishies and those who had went for the celebration !!!

my 20th birthday is my most happy one i had ever had as all my brother and sister had came to celebrate with me !! i will like to say THANKS EVERYONE !!!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

18 of july

so tired man !!! haha erm went out with raging bat today to get present for all the july babies and i tink i spend around 100 plus dollar ... haha and after that we went to mac to wrap our present but azri become a laughing stock to me and 2 gals for JC !! haha guess wat we are laughing about !!?? erm is all because of azri way of wraping the present !! haha and azri is so malun la !! haha

after we are done with the wrapping i head of to meet marlin and faridah and after that head off to have dinner with my family member in fish and co for my birthday celebration !! haha and i really feeling weird to satnd on the chair and all the fish and co staff sang their cheers to me infrony of so so many people lorx !! but i really wan to thx all of them and my family member for the dinner and all the fun i had man !!!

after my dinner i went back to find raging bt and the rest and had a conversation on unit staff and then followed by the game "who,what,huh" and i really had lots of fun man !! erm tmr we will be meeting to celebrate all july babies birthday and i will be cooking !! i am so looking forward man !! haha

that should be all le ba ...

TING i miss u la !!

wombat

Thursday, July 17, 2008

16 of july

awww.... it has been a tiring day for me man !! went to sch and after that to work but i did enjoy working today as i am kind of like in a good mood !! haha and of cos i have am also happy that i have a scout brother working with me !!! haha

you are doing well justin !! keep up the good work !!

talking abt justin ....
on 15 of july we went to watch hellboy with azri,paul,faridah,marlin and azhari !! and after the movie i had a great time talking to justin over lots of thing man !! erm first we started off with each other relationship and then to our unit then to something which is a heavy thing for me but after talking to him i had chosen not to think tat it is a heavy thing but a new learning point for me. so justin the next time u ask me i will say i am getting myself prepared !!! haha anyway i believe me and him will have more time to talk to each other de !! haha

i always believe that Siglap WhiteStag Scout is one of the best in tampines as we are a 50plus year unit in the district and til now i think we are still one of the best and i know that we are soon going even higher with bee and marlin leadership in the coming years !! All the best marlin !! i know u can do it de !! i put in 101% confident in you !! AS for Sigalp WhiteStag Ventures , i know we can do it de !! we will sure keep the silver FCS with us !! i will also like to thanks Azhari our VSL because without him i dun tink WSS venture will be sure a wonderful unit !! and he is truly training the leaders of the leaders !!!

ok ... now to the relationship .. haha erm i am not in a relationship now but there is omeone who i had already put her as part of my life!! haha erm all i wish for is for her to be happy in whatever thing she is doing !! and of cos enjoy her life !! i know i did not give u things that u want all the time but i will do it if i can de !!! I PROMISE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU SO I WILL !!!

my birthday is coming le !!! OMG !! soon i will be 20 le .. thinking back of what i ahve done in the past 20 years i have really not much idea what did i do also la !! haha but there is a few things that i have not regret doing !!
1. JOIN SCOUTING
2. BE IN LOVE WITH YOU !!
3. LOVING MY PARENTS !! HAHA
4. WORKING IN MAC
haha really very little thing rite .. haha but i will like to thanks my parent for bringing me up till now !! and i will still be here to bother u all de !! haha and of cos all my friends ,scout brother and sister and my relative !! thanks for the care and concern from everyone of you and i know that my temper is bad at times but thanks for tahaning all my brother and sister scout !!!
so this year there is a few thing i wan to do before my 21st B'dae
1. I WAN HER AS MY GIRLFRIEND
2. BIKE OR DRIVING LICENSE
license3. POLISH UP MY SKILLS IN SCOUTING
4. MAKE WSS VENTURE WITH A PSA HOLDER !!
that should be all le ba !! haha erm hopefully i can clear at least 3 of them ba !! haha

i think i will stop here today le !! i will post my next entries soon de

with love
wombat

Monday, July 14, 2008

Finally VLC 2008 is over !!! erm i will like to say Roving Ferret had done a goos job and i had really enjoy myself during the camp as a support venture !! WELL DONE ROVING FERRET!!

i am now updating my blog with a sleepy eyes !! haha erm i onli had 6 hour of slp for the past 2 night and i am really tired now !! haha

VLC 2008
i will like to thank VLC EXCO 7 member to give me a chance to mentor them thru the VLC 2008 and i had really enjoy myself with the EXCO and i hope that they had learn something from me thru all my talkings to them !! haha

everything had gone well in the 2 days camp and it had also given me another chance to work with my rovers after DPCC !! haha i wan more rover activities !! haha i think the only way to have more is to get a planning and inform the rovers !! haha

back to today

after the camp i when to Kbox to celebrate my fren YAN LING birthday !! haha . had i enjoyable night as i get to see some long lost fren !! anyway happy birthday girl !! erm enjoy your sweet 18 years ols ar !! haha

erm that should be all for today le ..
really tired

one last thing ...

I MISS YITING !!!

haha

with love
Wombat

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

8th of july

awww ..... went to work today and is quite slack today as there is not much customer today !! haha. today there is a customer that blame me for not giving him his complete meal but the thing is he want something which had to make him wait so i offer him to take a sit first but he blame me for not giving him his complete meal and ask me how is he going to eat ?? OMG man !!! he is really one weird guy that i had seen lorx ... haha

Yi Ting !!! sorry !! erm i will rest more de !! erm u mus also eat more ok ?? haha and dun get angry with that person who lied to you !! erm mus stay happy happy !! then u will look even more pretty le ... hehe

after work i join marlin,Rbat,Ccottontail,wk and joanne to chat awhile at my mac and went back home at around 1115 !! was really feeling tired so went back without waiting for WK !! haha and i promise i will rest well de so i will de !! dunwan her to get worried !!

that should be all for today le !!

With love
Nicholas
aka
wombat

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

7th of july

i am back from a long day from work and sch !!! today sch reopen for us and i think we are just doing nothing in sch today !! so so boring la ....

went to work today and cheryl(my boss) is like so worried that she will not get 100% for the mystery shopper la !! haha so funny lorx .. haha but in the end the shopper did not come .... so tmr will be another day where i will see her being worried !! haha but after all she is a very nice lady and also a very nice boss !!1 hehe

erm i am so happy that she had shown concern to me !! erm i know i am always pushing myself to my limit and nv get enough rest ... but i will try my very best to get more rest de !! dun worry girl !! erm tmr i will meet u after u reach tamp then accompany u home ok ?? hehe and must take good care of yourself and jiayou on your new work place !!! miss me woah , and i am sure i will also de !! haha

erm that should be all for today le !!
i am going to slp now !!

with love
nicholas aka wombat

Saturday, July 5, 2008

5th of july

I am out today with YI TING !!! haha erm i had an enjoyable day with her !!!

4pm : we meet at tamp mrt after her work and the first think i saw her i really like want to
hug her la !! haha but of cos i did not :( haha
430pm : we went to buy our movie ticket for 645pm and then head down to Fish and Co for our
dinner !! want o know what we had ?? erm seafood platter for 2 , salmon salad !!! the
portion is really big and is really cold there !1 haha erm we did manage to finish the
food but we were like so so so full !!! haha
545pm : we went walking around the whole of tamp before going for movie lorx .. haha erm the
aircon in tm and cent is really very cold !! haha
645pm : We went in to watch Get Smart !! erm is a funny show and i had enjoy the show !! hehe
830pm : head off to Mc cafe for smoothie and chat over there till like 11pm lorx !!!
1115pm : I walk her home and we still carry on chatting on the way home !!
1130pm : she reach home !!! haha

so this is what we had did today !! and i really hope i can find more time to spend with her !! hehe.. and thanks yi ting !! i had enjoy my date today with you !!

MSG to Fren !!

YI TING : yi ting !! rest well dear !! erm the next time we meet should be real soon ba ?? i will find time and update u on our next date !! miss ya ting ... pls pls pls rest well !!!


that all for today ba !!

With love
wombat

Friday, July 4, 2008

4th of july

I think today is the first time i work in the morning in the whole holiday ba ... haha but i enjoy my work today as i got YAN LING to accompany me at work !! haha thanks LING ER !!

When out with R.bat Wisdom keeper and joanne to aiport today for coffee and we had TCC session over there !! haha had a great time with them this evening and i really hope next time more people can join us !! haha

for now i am going out for supper !! haha will be back to update again !!!

I am back with a filled stomach !!!

Erm jus in few more hours time i will be going out with YI TING le !! so long nv see her le .. tmr will be the chance to see her !! haha

R.Bat was asking me "how long do you think you will stay in scouting ??" and i am like ??!?!?!
haha but actually i was think about this when i am on my way home today but the only thing that came to my mind is "Once A Scout , Always A Scout" so did i answer his question ?? i think i did and i really hope that this can happen to all the scout in the world and of cos to the scouting brother i had know thru out this year .. justin once told us that what made him stay in scouting is bcos he wan to see the boys grow into a better person , so i believe all leaders out there is thinking the same way rite ?? so i see no reason to quit scouting and i believe it will be for life to me !! i really hope to see all the younger boys under me grow into a better person in the future and even do better than the rest of the leaders !!

next year i will be letting my first batch of sec1 in WSS to another leader and i really had lots of fun being with them for this year and pass them the skills i had , hopefully they will be even better after the next leader took over them !! so , ALL the best to WSS batch 2008 sec 1 and make sure at least one of you have a CCA award !!! haha


this bring me to another topic that i found while reading marlin blog , "a line drawn in love and caaring of each other " !!! i have to say i totally agree in marlin that there should not be a line drawn in caring and loving of anyone of your friends as i believe all the care and concern that u are willing to give is out truely from your heart so what is there to draw a line in that ?? unless u have are showing care and concern just bcos of your own benefits !!! so start to show more concern for your friends now and i believe that is the best way to maintain a long last friendship in your life !!

erm i think that is all for today ba ..
take care

With love
Wombat

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

2nd of july

back from VLC meeting at tam mac !! erm really feeling very tired as i was working in the midnight till this morning around 11am lorx .. haha ...

my new bro justin had join me in mac as a floor manager too and i am happy that i have a scout brother with me working !! haha anyway he did a very good job on his first day of work !! good job !!

i was reading faridah blog just now and she had ask this " what will you be doing in 5 years time ??" i had think about it and i think what i wish for after 5year time is to have a career,bike/car,diploma and of cos a stable relationship in life !!!

i really do not like to plan my life ahead as i believe as time goes we will get what we should get so no point planning rite ?? haha thats me la .. so my question to my friends too , what will u be doing in 5years time ?? haha think about it !!!

back to life
i have been busy working and scouting and yest i really feel that i had not been updating myself anout my family !! really feel kind of sad about it so i tink is really time for me to spend more time with my family .. so for my friends out there who had not beeing updating yourself about your family pls do so !! they are the one that will support you in whatever decision you made so care more for them !!

lets talk about relasionship !! it had been a long time since i am in a relationship with any girls but in this period of time i had know more girls and also know more about some of them so ixxit better this way ?? i really dunno !! but i know that i am now having this feeling on having a girlfriend ... but who will it be ?? haha i really dunno man !! loving someone is really hard and i always believe in "if is yours it will be yours !!"

To scouting
counting from the day i join scouting till now i am in scouting for 8years and it will still go on !! people always ask me why you still in scouting and i always tell them this "without scouting i will not be here talking to you !!"haha i really have to thanks scouting for making me knowing so many people in my life and also having a few great buddy in my life ( Marlin,bear,macaw,bat) knowing them and bring them in to my life has made me learn a lot from each and everyone of them so i will like to take this chance to say " THANKS YOU GUYS " thank all of them who had tahan my bad temper at times and my PMS at times !!!

i will also wan to say whitestag scout unit as well as SandS rover unit soar high and even higher !!! wombat will support and make both unit i am in the best !!!

To my friends

Faridah : dun stress yourself too much !! erm if need someone to talk to u can call me !!

Macaw : sorry i cannot go and see your comp but well done !! and i will miss you when u go china de !!

Waiman : exam starting soon le !! JIAYOU JIAYOU !!

erm that should be all for today le ..

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

1st of july

hi all , had jus reach home from 201 with Raging Bat and before that i am working !!

today i had encounter a customer that made me feel like punching him right in his face bcos of his stupidness and f***ness !!! he had made my boss cried jus bcos he think that he is F**king rich man or what la ..and is just bcos of 20cents and he made it a big issue by calling our operation manager to complain !! firstly he wanted a change of drink instead of coke and of cos we will have to charge the different but he said " i am not going to pay for the F**king different !!!" stupid rite ?? dunwan to pay for the different then drink COKE !!! freaking angry with him but what i am most angry with is we had no choice but apologise to him and even treated him the meal he brought !! too bad la .. we are in the customer service line ...... haix ..

let jus stop talking about this stupid guy !!

i had been really busy with work and scouting this few week so very sorry if i had not contact my friends for the past few week but i will try to drop u guys a sms when i am free !!

i have been having flu and sore throat for the past 5 day and i am really feeling weak as days go by ,, erm maybe one day i cannot tahan and drop dead ?? hopefully it wun happen la !! haha erm i think too many people is missing me le and that cos me to have flu for so long la !! haha anyway i will be still be much on working and meetings for the upcoming week but i promise i will take good care of myself de .. erm as some people did ask me to take care so i must !!!

it has really been a long time since i went out with my friends but this sat i will be out with YI TING !! haha erm is a date suppose to be on this month but sorry yi ting !! so this sat i will pay back !! and of cos more dates will come rite ?? haha

ok now this is very serious !! i want all of you who read this to remember !!! 20th of july is MY BIRTHDAY !!! haha erm u seen it so dun forget to buy me a present !! haha .. but i will be 20 le .. erm really feeling old .. haha but is a new chapter in my life and i mus make sure i spend the year wisely !!!

ok let me jus post some msg to my brothers!!

Marlin : erm take the post up next year !!! remember is for the troop !!and of cos good luck in finding the next nemo in your life !! and of cos pls remember to study horx ..

Talking macaw : i will miss you when u are in china !! and of cos pls find a date to meet out for dinner before u leave !!

BearBear : jiayou jiayou !! erm i wan to see u with a girl on your 20th birthday !!!

Raging Bat : all the best with the new work u got in fish and co !! and dun any how Rage !! learn to control !! sometime is good not to fight back but calm down and think and who know u will learn something new !!!

Wisdom Keeper : U wil have my support for PLTC 2008 !! we will together make it a sucess and also a unforgetable camp for all the participants !! of cos stay loving with joanne !!

Waiman : AH GIRL AR !! remember to study ar !! i wan to see u taking O lvl after your N level horx !!!

Cottontail : hey !! erm i am looking forward for the next time we will work together !! and of cos SandS rover will be soaring even higher as times go !!!!

that is all on the personal msg part !! haha

seriously i have regreted not studying well for my O lvl and even now i am not at the rite mood to study !! but i have no choice i mus finish my course and i want to do well but the thing is how ?? after this holiday will be my final sem and i really hope to score well and at least being able to apply for poly after my NS and get a diploma cert but things is not going the way i want but i can only try to pull back my result as much as i could !! so for those people out ther who is now taking your O or N lvl pls think about your future and pls start studying ...

so , all the best to lynn,waiman and Raging Bat who is taking their majoy exam this year !! all the best guys !!!