8 of sep 2008

Hi all , i am back to blog again and i am at 201 mac again !!! erm kind of moody jus now but i am feeling better le !!

erm tell u guys a story la !! is abt my past relationship !!

it all started at june of 2007 i was back to smsing one of my fren which was quite a good fren la and after a while i have ask myself this "is she the right one ??" i told myself she is and i had told her how i feel and thing started ... since june 07 we had been smsing each other caring and concerning each other and we even go out at times and we had been in a very good relation since then and only until this year april i had give myself a chance to tell her how i feel and her reply was " i am still not ready" of cos when i heard tat i am really down but i still want to go on but till aug 08 i had ths feeling that i am like a toy !! when needed i will be ask for and when i am not i will not be ask !! the felling reallt suck but i really dunno if she is really treating me this way but i decided to put it down and end it and become friend instead of making myself always feeling that i am toy !! i did ask myself why i feel tat way ?!?! is bcos i am too good to her ?? or i am just a replacement ?? it really bother me alot even till now !!!

spending a year plus and i wun say i did not get anything !! cos i get to know her even better and have another good fren in my list !! hehe

thru out the year plus i have learn how to control my emotion and also learn to know girls better in different way !! so for now i tink i will carry on finding the right one !! or maybe i have already ?? haha dun worry i will let u guys know if i really do find one !!