24/6/2008

i am really not in a very wonderful mood today maybe bcos i tink i am going to lose a fren in scouting soon . really hate this type of feelings !!!!

To HER
i rather u tell me how u feel instead of avoiding me !! i am not angry with the way u react but i am sure after all we start as friends and we should still be friends still rite ?? maybe u are afraid of what i had told u but even if u think is not possible for the both of us you should have just told me and not avoiding me !! as a friend i am worried when u do not reply and i might think that something had happen to you , even if is not u i will still think that way and future more i am in love with you !!! please do not avoid me . after all we are still friend and we will still have to see each other rite ??

i really feel lousy when people avoid me , i had made the choice to take care of you even if u are not mine but what do i get back ?? the choice is made by me so i will not regret the choice i made but all i wish for is you to be happy !! if avoiding me can make u happy let me know and i will dissappear from you as long as you are happy. i am really feeling the heart break this few days i really dunno y am i feeling that way but all i know is i love you !!!


deciding on who u will go for is really a hard choice in life but what even choice we made never regret it but make it memorable to you so people out there who is making your decision think of your future . will u enjoy being with him\her ??

lastly . if you are reading my blog give me a reply on your decision , at least i will not be worried why you are not replying me . i will also like to say sorry to everyone of you who will see me this week because i believe i wun be as lively as what i am always like for the week !! sorry guys ...


lesson learn
making decision is part of life so no point avoiding but face it . after all if u avoid u might lose something but if u face it u might just gain somthing instead so why not ?? i have made my decision to love u and take care of u so i will do it and not give up , even if u had made the choice of the other person i will still do the same thing but in a different ways so dun avoid me !!